I don’t know about you, but I am tired. I am not talking just physically tired, but I am mentally exhausted. My youngest is going through 4 month old sleep regression with teething. His twin siblings who are 2.5 years old, now decided when they wake up in the middle of the night they come wake mommy up before going back to bed. Better yet, the twins started waking up at 6am almost every morning.
Now, I am already usually up at 6am but I have a routine, usually either feeding the baby or pumping, so I do not have a free hand to make the twins breakfast or help them with the potty. This is so exhausting, to feel like you are being pulled in every which direction. I know I am not alone in feeling this way. With kids, other family, pets, work, every single person has different things that seem to pull them in all directions. I know in my household, these phases will pass, but there is always the next phase. I keep telling myself that someday the kids will not want to wake me up, or they will not want me at their every beckon call. I will miss these days when they no longer exist, but that does not mean that I can not be tired right now.
I understand that we are so extremely blessed beyond belief to have three beautiful, healthy children, but that does not mean it takes away the feeling of being exhausted. It is such a misconception in today’s society to be unable to ‘complain’ or show any other emotion besides extreme happiness when talking about your kids. People so easily say ‘well at least you have kids.’ When parents, including myself ‘complain’ or show signs of exhaustion it in no way means that we do not want our kids or that we do not know they are the greatest blessing we have ever been given. Most times there is no deeper feelings, it just simply means we are tired.
So the next time you hear a mommy or daddy complain about their exhaustion, please be kind. You have no idea what they had to endure to become parents, whether that be no issues, battling infertility, adoption, fostering, etc. just remember they love their children, I love my children, but sometimes we just want to vent, then take a physical and mental nap.

Xoxo,
One Exhausted Mama











